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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

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Saturday, May 01, 2004

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Romanian Catholic Diocese of Canton
Office of the Bishop

March 7, 2003

Beloved brothers and sisters in our Lord, Jesus Christ,

Great Lent, which we now begin, is traditionally a time in which we take
stock of ourselves, our lives, and the direction in which we are headed. In
the common language of the Catholic Church, it is a time for a deep
“examination of conscience” as we fast, pray, and otherwise attend to the
call for repentance issued by the Church for the forty days before we
celebrate the Resurrection of her savior, Jesus Christ.

A serious examination of conscience requires that we recognize that there
are times in the life of each Christian when one’s faith is seriously and
urgently challenged by the events taking place around him or her. Like it or
not, these challenges show us just how seriously—or not—we are living our
baptismal commitment to Christ. Most of us, most of the time, would prefer
to keep our heads in the sand, ostrich-like, than to face truths about
ourselves. This is why the Church has found it so vitally necessary to have
seasons, such as Lent, during which we must pull our heads out of the sand
and take a good, hard look at the world around us and how we are living in
it.

We cannot fail, as we examine our consciences, to take into account the most
critical challenge presented to our faith in our day: the fact that the
United States government is about to initiate a war against the people of
Iraq. For Romanian Catholics who are also United States citizens, this
raises an immediate and unavoidable moral issue of major importance.
Specifically stated the issue is this: does the killing of human beings in
this war constitute murder?

The Holy Gospels reveal our Lord, God, and Savior Jesus Christ to be
nonviolent. In them, Jesus teaches a Way of life that his disciples are to
follow, a Way of nonviolent love of friends and enemies. However, since the
latter half of the fourth century the Church has proposed standards that, if
met, would make it morally permissible for Christians to depart from that
way in order to engage in war. These standards have come to be known in
popular language as the “Catholic Just War Theory.”

According to this theory, if all of the conditions it specifies are adhered
to, the killing that is done in fighting a war may be justifiable and
therefore morally allowable. This theory also teaches that if any one of the
standards is not met, then the killing that occurs is unjust and therefore
morally impermissible. Unjust killing is by definition murder. Murder is
intrinsically evil and therefore absolutely forbidden, no matter what good
may seem to come of it.

The Church teaches that good ends do not justify the use of evil means. The
Catechism of the Catholic Church states this principle succinctly: “One may
never do evil so that good may result from it.” (1789) One contemporary
example of this would be abortion. Abortion is intrinsically evil; hence
regardless of the good that may seem to issue from it, a Catholic may never
participate in it.

Paragraph 2309 of the Catechism of the Catholic Church states: “The strict
conditions for legitimate defense by military force require rigorous
consideration. The gravity of such a decision makes it subject to rigorous
conditions of moral legitimacy” (emphasis added). Since war is about the
mass infliction of death and suffering on children of God, Christians can
enter into it and fight in it only if the war in question strictly meets all
the criteria of the just war theory, and only if these same standards are
likewise meticulously observed in the course of fighting the war. Vague,
loose, freewheeling, conniving, relaxed interpretations of Catholic just war
theory and its application are morally illegitimate because of “the gravity
of such a decision.”

“The evaluation of these conditions of the just war theory for moral
legitimacy belongs to the prudential judgment of those who have
responsibility for the common good,” states the Catechism. (2309) However,
the nation-state is never the final arbiter or authority for the Catholic of
what is moral or for what is good for the salvation of his or her soul. What
is legal can be evil and often has been. Jesus Christ and his Church, not
the state, are the ultimate informers of conscience for the Catholic.

This is why the Church teaches as a norm of conscience the following: “If
rulers were to enact unjust laws or take measures contrary to the moral
order such arrangements would not be binding in conscience.” (Catechism
1903) She also warns “Blind obedience [to immoral laws] does not suffice to
excuse those who carry them out” (Catechism 2313). When a moral conflict
arises between Church teaching and secular morality, when contradictory
moral demands are made upon a Catholic’s conscience, he or she “must obey
God rather than man” (Acts 5:29).

Because such a moment of moral crisis has arisen for us, beloved Romanian
Catholics, I must now speak to you as your bishop. Please be aware that I am
not speaking to you as a theologian or as a private Christian voicing his
opinion, nor by any means am I speaking to you as a political partisan. I am
speaking to you solely as your bishop with the authority and responsibility
I, though a sinner, have been given as a successor to the apostles on your
behalf. I am speaking to you from the deepest chambers of my conscience as
your bishop, appointed by Jesus Christ in his Body, the Church, to help
shepherd you to sanctity and to heaven. Never before have I spoken to you in
this manner, explicitly exercising the fullness of authority Jesus Christ
has given his Apostles “to bind and to loose,” (cf. John 20:23), but now
“the love of Christ compels” me to do so (2 Corinthians 5:14). My love for
you makes it a moral imperative that I not allow you, by my silence, to fall
into grave evil and its incalculable temporal and eternal consequences.

Humanly speaking, I would much prefer to keep silent. It would be far, far
easier for me and my family simply to let events unfold as they will,
without commentary or warning on my part. But what kind of shepherd would I
be if I, seeing the approach of the wolf, ran away from the sheep (cf. John
10:12-14)? My silence would be cowardly and, indeed, sinful. I believe that
Christ, whose flock you are, expects more than silence from me on behalf of
the souls committed to my protection and guidance.

Therefore I, by the grace of God and the favor of the Apostolic See Bishop
of the Eparchy of St. George in Canton, must declare to you, my people, for
the sake of your salvation as well as my own, that any direct participation
and support of this war against the people of Iraq is objectively grave
evil, a matter of mortal sin. Beyond a reasonable doubt this war is morally
incompatible with the Person and Way of Jesus Christ. With moral certainty I
say to you it does not meet even the minimal standards of the Catholic just
war theory.

Thus, any killing associated with it is unjustified and, in consequence,
unequivocally murder. Direct participation in this war is the moral
equivalent of direct participation in an abortion. For the Catholics of the
Eparchy of St. George, I hereby authoritatively state that such direct
participation is intrinsically and gravely evil and therefore absolutely
forbidden.

My people, it is an incontestable Biblical truth that a sin left unnamed
will propagate itself with lavish zeal. We must call murder by its right
name: murder. God and conscience require nothing less if the face of the
earth is to be renewed and if the salvation offered by Our Lord, God, and
Savior Jesus Christ is to reach all people, including us. We have no choice
before the face of God but to speak unambiguously to the moral situation
with which we are confronted and to live according to the Will of Him who
gazes at us from the Cross (Catechism 1785).

Let us pray for each other and take care of each other in this spiritually
trying time. To this end our Church is wholeheartedly committed to the
support of any of our members in the military or government service who may
be confronted with situations of legal jeopardy due to their need to be
conscientious objectors to this war. Let us also pray in earnest with the
Mother of God, who knows what it is to have her Child destroyed before her
eyes, that the destruction of families, lives, minds and bodies that war
unleashes will not take place.

Finally, my brothers and sisters in Christ, be assured that Our Lord is
aware that our “No” to murder and our prayers for peace are our faithful
response to his desires. He will remember this forever and ever, and so it
is to him we must now turn, in him we must now trust.

Amen.

Sincerely in Christ-God,

(Most Reverend) John Michael Botean
a sinner, bishop


This has been a really weird week for me. I finished God Chasers, and that has totally changed the way I pray, or for that matter talk to God. Today I start my four ten hour days at work which means I will be going in at 8 and leaving at 7 in the morning.
Tonight and tomorrow night I will be working alone which will be good since there will be more work for me to do(as well, I don't like it when people start talking to me while I am working, or treating me like I need my hand held); most nights I am scrounging for something to do. When we get the new store open, these problems shall be abated.
I will be off this wednesday, and won't be going in until the following tuesday. For those of you that know that I am coming to indy, I won't be coming until sunday morning so that josh can go with me.
Practiced really sucked this morning. None of us were really up to snuff when it came to writing.  We are turning one of my four page poems into a song. We have the intro to the first movement, but finding much difficulty in coming up with a transition into the second movement. Really frustrating.
Equally frustrating is that I have been trying to find my groove, my soul in my bass. I have been boxing myself in, and I am trying to break out of it. The funny thing is that when I am with other musicians I can find it, but when  I am alone there nothing but mathematical confinement.
So today I had my groove on, and josh ran into the same problem I had last night.
I decided to read my bible cover to cover again. This time it is different. this time I am trying to get to know God, and not commit some excercise posing as intellectual pursuit; I have often quipped that this is nothing more than masturbation, but I digress.
I have no idea what else to write. After this I will be very much nonexistent until wednesday.
Peace to you all.


Tuesday, April 27, 2004

As of this past saturday at 11:00 a.m.(4:00 p.m.Glasgow time), I finished The Return of The King. For those of you who know, I stepped outside, and Jesus wasn't there. Sorry guys, my completion of this three year project has not ushered in the apocalypse; better luck next time, I suppose.
Afterwards, I picked up a book that I never thought that I would ever pick up "God Chasers" by Tommy Tenney. Back in my militant Calvinist, sola scriptura days, I referred to this book as complete heresy.
However, I think that my mindset needed to be changed in order for me to read this book. The only reason that I am reading it is because it called me. For those of you who are avid readers such as myself can understand what I meant by that.
Basically the whole book can be summarized by keeping God out of the box you have created him, and look to him; and desire only him.
This book put my insatiable hunger for truth into it's proper context. For too often I have only been in pursuit of intellectual truth, and limited God in that fashion. But since I have been out here in BFE, I have come to see God in a totally different light. I dropped my whole need for material, and spiritual blessings and told him that he is what I want.
Forget everything else. The only things that I care about now are the things that he brought me out here for: Work, and to play music.
Nothing else matters to me. I just want God, and nothing more. He is the only thing I need now, and when my tenure on this planet is complete.
I don't know how to explain this. I don't know if it can be explained. But I will give you an example.
I love the eucharist. Why? Because it is the actual body and blood of Christ, and when I consume the host and the wine, I have a deeper union with Jesus. I still do it, and I still believe it, but now I want more. I want to see Jesus beyond the liturgy, and beyond the buildings. I don't want to limit my experience of him to just church. I want to see him out of church as well.
God has been using this book to change the way I view him, and I highly recommend this book to all who come across this weblog.
I must take my leave now, for I am at Pete's, and we have to be at the church for practice in a few minutes.
Peace.


Wednesday, April 21, 2004

I usually get home from work between 6:45 and 7:30 in the morning, and this is the proper time for all the runners to be about their daily routine...and they are mostly female.
I missed the turn I was supposed to take because I was admiring one of God's beautiful creatures wearing black runner shorts. I'm like "How you doing? Juan, Ron Juan." I'm saying this to myself while looking at her in my rearview mirror, hence the turn was missed
I am thinking of quitting smoking(my cigars), and taking up this monotonous exercise.
However, I want a dancer...they're more flexible
Nonetheless, the Ron Juan Harem is underway.
For this very reason, Josh(the guitarist) told me that we are not going to be going on tour until I get married. Then of course the wife will be coming along to be my personal groupie. The best of both worlds sex with a groupie without putting my soul into jeopardy boo-yah!!!
Of course I do have a physical type as well a spiritual type: dark goddess with waist length auburn hair, strives for the qualities of the blessed mother and Jesus, and an immense stamina.

This was brought to you by the fact that I need to sleep for work this evening; so that is why it sounded like I rambled. Also if anyone is offended remember what it says at the top: "Holiness, and Honesty."

Peace to you all.



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